mental institute?

I think I'm loosing my mind. Quite frequently, I will forget what I am doing when I get there, my thought are so erratic (3 a : characterized by lack of consistency, regularity, or uniformity ). Maybe it's because I have so many projects on the go and don't know where to start first, sometimes, and often end up not getting anything done. I like being busy, and having a "to do" list, but it doesn't give me much time to create something new or something for myself... if that makes any sense... I wonder if I'm the only proper thinking person around. I see so many people making these bizzare choices and wonder what's between their ears. Maybe they are the normal ones and I'm the bizzare one...